Well in her song "Hold On" (which is dedicated to the late rapper Biggie) she goes on to say "Or if I woulda kept the child that I carried" So it's possible, that's what it definitely sounds like
Yes. Lil' Kim did have an abortion in the mid - 1990's. By that time, Lil' Kim was in Junior M. A. F. I. A. and Biggie Smalls got her pregnant. Biggie nor Kim did not want to have the baby.