You never feel steady motion at a constant speed. That's why you're able tosleep in a car and read a book on an airliner. You only feel changes in motion.
You are either a widower looking to meet a nice lady and have a relationship or, you want wife #2 and that's illegal in the U.S. and Canada and called 'bigamy.' If you are a widower and find it...
Try doing stuff that gets you noticed try out for a play or help charity. Any of that will help a lot ,but the first step you should do to get him to notice you is try being his friend first. Hope...