Answer:
Well this is a difficult thing for many reasons and it's mostly to do with others and society. I believe that because homosexuality is being understood as something that isn't so terrible and in fact that it's not a choice for most people, you just may need to talk to someone trustworthy and supportive. It could be a counselor or psychologist or just a good friend. When you get that truth off of your chest it gets easier after awhile and you realize that their is so much more to life. You also need to understand that the Universe or God is not shocked by your feelings but loves and embraces you the same. I hope this helps someone.