that's what u think! but if u look around u u will see that ur life is way better then some people u just have to make good friends and just enjoy ur life trust me ur life is great u just have to get involve in stuff!!
GOOD LUCK!!!!!:)
Isn't that the beauty of free will? The other part of free will is that we naturally tend towards things that are easy and would sleep all day if we could, but that is you ask the sort of question you asked and create your own expectations and enforce our own discipline.