What are the lyrics to the Christian song with this is how it feels to be held?

Two months is too little
They let him go
They had no sudden healing

To think that providence
Would take a child from his mother
While she prays, is appalling

Who told us we'd be rescued
What has changed and
Why should we be saved from nightmares

We're asking why this happens to us
Who have died to live, it's unfair

chorus:

This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was when everything fell
We'd be held

This hand is bitterness
We want to taste it and
Let the hatred numb our sorrows

The wise hand opens slowly
To lilies of the valley and tomorrow

[chorus]

If hope is born of suffering
If this is only the beginning
Can we not wait, for one hour
Watching for our savior

[chorus 2 times]

This is what it means to be held